Starting Over

It's been a while, things have been pretty crazy around here.  Me and Ashleigh broke up on New Years Eve.  She went pretty crazy and punched 4 holes in my bathroom wall, broke my phone and threw my Christmas tree across the room.....guess that just helps me see I made the right choice.  2010 is a new year and I need to make a lot of changes in my life.  I know that things are really over with me and her, our relationship has always been very love/hate and it just wasn't healthy.  We just want very different things and we are just not meant to be.  It still hurts though, even though I am rational enough to see through the cloud of my emotions I still miss the good times that we had and she will always have a piece of my heart.  SO I've just been trying to stay busy and keep my mind off all the bad stuff, got my license fixed and my insurance back so that's good.  Not really sure what the next step is for me.....guess I'm just gonna have to wait and see.